life

How can a life be such a mess? When ye think everything is alright and going well, everything strikes back. Harder than ever.

Everything is great. I have amazing, beautiful and strong girlfriend and we've been together over 9 months. But then I got back down into that deep, dark hole. And I need medicines to survive.

I talk with psychology. I have amazing friends that try to help.

But still. I'm so lost. I'm hurting. I'm still alone. No one knows how I really feel...